Monday, March 14, 2005

i slept at 5am today and I wanted to go to skool to update myself and i even woke up at 8am... i purposely place the alarm clock far away so tat i will walk to it and shut it off,by which i should be awake.. but i didnt, instead went back to sleep telling myself to give another 10mins... when i woke up again its 10am... went to the kitchen had breakfast...read newspaper feeling motivated to go to school... I SMSed Zhiqiang if he's in school but he replied no... So i went back to sleep again and woke up at 12... sigh... on the computer surf for awhile and blog...

Feel like shit now.. it seems this year i'm really demoralised with all the fucked up projects.. usually around the same week about a year ago..my project would be like 80% completed but now its only 50%.. not much progress.. it seems the more i do, the more i have to add and change... but its not only me who feels the same..infact some of my classmates feel the same way too.. we are really burnt out this year... this sucks..furthermore its out last project.. urghgh i wish i could continue doing my work 24hrs straight with no rest...

*5 years,3 Months,1 Day... giving up soon*

- = I.M.P = -

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