Monday, March 21, 2005

I'm so bored today..no skool... no plans to do anything....
yesterday i went to Sentosa with my classmates..had a really great time there... i will post the pics once i get it from Weiyin..she's not online now..

Genn is practising her speech now hhaha.. kinda funny... she is quite nervous for her speech, i went thru her list and made some changes here and there.. she slept the entire weekend.. grr wat a pig haha...i would be seeing her this few days to destress muahah..we shld paktor like mad...

when i think back for the past 3 years,i realised how much i've changed..but my sarcasm still remains though... i really really treasure all my classmates, we've been through all the ups and downs together, doing the same projects, sharing meals,having those conversations during lunch time,soccer match etc... i'm gonna miss all those times... the memories would still remain..all i could i say is that i really luvvv u guys out there.....oh well we still hv to go for tat stupid Language class on wednesdays and attend test in two weeks time...urgh..

To someone who is reading my blog.. You.. Yeah you..Stop looking around... well i've dunno how to say this but i'm glad to know you though not that long. i wish i could love you but you know its impossible and it would never happen...i know there were times where i'm being harsh towards you and there were times where i throw my temper at you... but i'm glad you were patient enough to endure all those moments... it was really great having those conversations, i wish i could listen to all your problems but there are things which i've not experienced yet in my life therefore there is nothing i could offer to help you out... but nevertheless you still could share me your problems and i'ld try my best to help you out.. thats a promise i made to all my friends including you.. aniwae i'ld still be seeing you for awhile and hope all the best for your coming exams...well if only i could know you even better...

Today i got a phone call from DP Architects and i got the job....YAY... but wait a minute... i'm not sure i should be happy or mooned about it... If i work.. i could the money but hmm i'm not sure if i'm capable of handling all the tasks given.. i'm really really worried. what if the tasks given is not within my knowlege scope .urgh dred... hmm aniwae i wont be working alone... Jialiang got the job too.. not sure if he is applying for the same project.. cos i'm working for the project in Dubai... he could be applying for the same project or perhaps the project in China.. i dunno.. but hmmm... well i'm just glad there is someone i'm familiar with working with me but at the same Jialiang is someone whom i've never really talked to in class.. hmm shrugs..but I just pray hard tat everything goes fine.. i would be starting my job on 3rd of May...

I went to read Lavinia's blog... i've been reading it quite often actually, she just didnt know about it...
i wish Lavinia would come to her senses.. she doesnt what a lucky bitch she is... i've nv like Lavinia bfore... i mean she has nv offended me bfore but i hate the way she thinks bout her life and the way she leads.. i know its not my problem but i wish she could do something better about it.. she complains over trivial matters... like not having enough money to shop,not having the time to party etc.. she doesnt realise how much others especially those who are not well off hv to toiled day and nite just to earn a decent income to live. she should really be a volunteer to the orphanage/old folks home etc.. instead of dancing and jobbling her fats around at ChinaBlack...all those energy wasted could be used to help others... Sometimes i think she deserved to be raped,rob,kidnapped etc as long it can wake her senses up... I know it sounds cruel and mean but she really deserves it... Pity that her mum has the same logical thinking as her... You what Lavinia,if you're reading this blog,I would suggest you think over what've you done so far in your life.. I doubt u ever think about the poor and the needy, you only thinking for your fucking bitchself... get over you fucking uglybitch.. if you've think about those needy people i'm sure you'll be glad how lucky you are... stupid bitch.. hope u get raped one day... Lavinia = Fugly Bitch.Period.

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